revelation!

last night went for the much dreaded cohesion day, 

was quite negative about it, that was my initial feelings,

until the main program started. 

the organiser wanted all of us to write a essay about 

ambitions, what we going to do after ns 5 years from now.

i was amazed by the quality of the essays that some wrote. 

not only the language was good, near perfect gramma and

most importantly the content was superb too. 

well thats what you would have expected from JC students. 

it was a joy reading their essays about their ambitions as

i learnt alot from them. opened up my horizon. 

tons of thought kept swirling in my mind.

all the what ifs, all the should have... 

i think i need to reboot. 

all the past and all the mistakes are dragging me down. 

i decided to read story books at camp because i felt my english 

is turning from bad to worst. 

and also to train up for ippt gold. 

have not done any physical training for almost half a year already.