arghh.. its going to happen again..

in ten days time its going to happen again..
in ten days time, it will mark the end of yet another chapter of my life..
it will mark the end of my poly life @ NYP..
i feel sad that we(all my friends) are each embarking on our next chapter of life..
gone are the days we hanged out together..
gone are the days when are classmates..
there is a saying "天无不散之宴席"
in english : "in this world, all parties/gathering will have to end, to stop."

read alot of blog entries from friends' blog today..
there is a rush of emotions and thoughts..
some have planned their path after graduation..
some have enlighten me thru their entries..
From KA entry : "fate made our path interwine and we all meet and become friends... it will definitely be something nice to think about when i am old... what great friends I had..."
From JX entry : "and i'm sure they will be ard to carry my coffin when i die.
at least i hope some will."
From WH entry : "Friends or foes (hopefully not!) in nanyang polytechnic that i've made, i think it is time we forgive and forget. Let it be a lesson that have changed you."
those are the top 3 entries from friend's blog..

now at the age of close to 20..
i am certain that my mindset and perception of things changed dramatically..
compared to the me in secondary school..
where life for me has been good..
shielded and protected..
however i didnt cherish what i had..
didnt liked what i had..
now i have regretted..
it has always been the case when you need to lose something to know its worth..
now i will cherish what i have..
as much as i can..
and certaintly amongst so many things..
i am going to cherish all my friends..
fate bought all of us together and we became good friends..
friends that will be around to carry the coffin of their friends..
friends that will forgive and forget..