SG's NSF

take a look man. 

bet all of us (NSF) will be damn scared in that situation. 

and take a look at this. LOL

try this!

i did mine. 

it was 75~80% correct!. 

its worth the try. 

www.handwritingwizard.com/

bad luck

this is a continuation from the previous entry. 

after the cohesion thingy, the commanders gathered. 

we had to draw lots to see which group they in

and there were 5 options - 2,3,4,5,6.

we used poker cards for this.

nobody wanted to draw the number 4. 

not because of the "4" 死. but because nobody wanted to be in it.

due to somebody whom everyone in my battery condemned.

he is already in group 4.

the draw starts, i took the first card without looking at it. 

the rest follows. 

we revealed our cards after 3 seconds. 

damn it. i drawed 4. 4 of hearts.

i dun believe it. i was sadded. i took the whole deck, 

shuffle and randomly draws a card.    4 of club.

holy shit. plain luck? 

i shuffle the whole deck again and draw.    4 of diamond.

!@#$. alot of people are surrounding me already. 

alot of commotions. 

i shuffle the whole deck one last time and draw.

4 of spade.  -___________________-'''. i drawn a Royal Flush of 4.

to top it off. on the table the NEWPAPER's front page has 2 BIG 4's. 

i am condemned by all. i am unlucky. 

contrary to JX's black friday, mine was BLACK THURSDAY. 

DAMN even thursday is a 4. zzzzz

revelation!

last night went for the much dreaded cohesion day, 

was quite negative about it, that was my initial feelings,

until the main program started. 

the organiser wanted all of us to write a essay about 

ambitions, what we going to do after ns 5 years from now.

i was amazed by the quality of the essays that some wrote. 

not only the language was good, near perfect gramma and

most importantly the content was superb too. 

well thats what you would have expected from JC students. 

it was a joy reading their essays about their ambitions as

i learnt alot from them. opened up my horizon. 

tons of thought kept swirling in my mind.

all the what ifs, all the should have... 

i think i need to reboot. 

all the past and all the mistakes are dragging me down. 

i decided to read story books at camp because i felt my english 

is turning from bad to worst. 

and also to train up for ippt gold. 

have not done any physical training for almost half a year already.