closing 2009

before i end.
i successfully bought my first item on ebay! n received it :)
counted as my first online purchase.
also ordered something through a forum!


time to close a roller coaster 2009.
highs and lows. opportunities and difficulties.
for me, started 2009 with a high - thunder warrior 09
great experience for me. and the longest haul flight till now. 9.5 hours!
n didnt sleep throughout. LOL. garbage movie n meals keep me going
new zealand's everything captivated me through my 3 week stay!
love NZ!

good times flies. soon greeted by bad news.
luckily its not life threatening.
my heart screamed. tired. numb.
have been already free falling for many years.
wonder when my chute will finally open.
now looking back. having witness so much things
im kinda immune to bad things.
resigned it all to fate. goodbye to "I". i have to be content with "ME"

then came the bottoming of stock market in march.
it was the biggest opportunities but i didnt see it.
arghhh. can i turn back time? haha
then it was september. it was my ORD.
maybe it was the pre-ord clearing of off and leave.
didnt have a much ORD impact on me.
but it definitely feels shiok to nua at home.  :D

now for the last quarter of the year, nothing much.
looked through my stock options and went for it.
now already halfway through UOL.
i guess this is the difficult part. haha
GOT TO shift into high gears liao.
gotta "love what you hate".
gotta love socio, psycho, marketing n BALWANT!

fav quotes of the year - helps to keep you going.
"nothing has a meaning to it unless i give it"
"love what you hate and hate what you love"